L-Deathnote

Well I think I need a new account =D I'm gonna be making the account...now! ^^ So now I can get rid of my stalk- I mean followers! >.>;; lol Anyways, expect an add from a random stranger. Also I'll be importing all my work. Just for incase theres some dispute. (And keeping this account for the same reason.)

And I've found alot in myself, in others, in life. I don't think I've like transcended life or anything but I certainly feel better. My heart stopped quite a few times over the past month or so but I feel good in the end. I've made a great friend and tried things I may never do again, but still had fun. I miss quite a few people from my past but enjoy the ones in my present. I think that things are starting to change for me ^_^

Still lonely, still sad, just maybe 10x more mad. I fucking hate being broke, I hate not having someone special in my life and I hate who I am right now!! I've got so much I could do but I can never focus or remember long enough to keep going at it. I feel like a failure...I just wish there was something I could do to fix it. I mean yes I have somethings that are good. I got a job, a new 3DS with my own money, I have great friends of which I love dearly. But why do I still feel so much hate and disgust? Who knows...some great poetry may come of this...and maybe it'll be enough to calm me. But I don't even know. I'm stressing over nothing whic